After the storm

Well things have started to turn around and settle down. Our basement has now been dry for 2 days and this is the third day since my cortisone injection. My hip is feeling so much better now I just hope it lasts! Our basement is starting the process of drying out and we are trying to start gathering information on how to repair it. My emotions are settling down again regarding the miscarriage and I am able to talk calmly again about it. I do still want to get my butterfly tattoo with the ribbon for pregnancy loss behind it but I am not sure when that will happen. Our biggest concern right now is for Kevin's leg and what they will be able to do to fix it. I was at our Dr on Monday and was hoping she would tell it was all going to be ok but she wouldn't she said the x-ray was normal but that we will have to wait and see what the specialist says. Kevin is continuing to have pain especially at night and still bruised but he is still refusing the crutches, that's a man for you. I have to say with all that is going I am glad that I am not pregnant as it would be hard on me with all this stress but I still wish we had that little one on the way. I am looking forward to getting moved into our new house and getting settled in our new life. I have two wonderful little kids booked into my daycare and an interview for one more tonight so after this I could be done, the strange part is that these kids won't start coming until November which means I have 2 months to myself and with Spencer. It has been quite a roller coaster in the last couple of weeks life has been very hard and stressful but once again we have pulled through I am still waiting for us to enter the quiet part of life and for things to settle. I am really hoping once we get moved that will happen, we will have the space and time that we have been needing. Spencer has been really talking a lot lately about babies and that we don't have one. I really hope one day we will get to make him a big brother. One thing that is really hard about adoption is the wait, it seems that this process is filled with waiting and we haven't even really begun. Soon we will be in a position to start the process and I look forward to that! Till then I enjoy every moment I am blessed to be with my wonderful little boy and witness his life.