I have no idea! Our application for adoption has been excepted by the ministry and now we wait to meet their criteria to be released for home study. I really thought we would at least be on the list for home study by now I thought we were pretty open but apparently not enough. I am having a debate with myself as to whether I should alter our range of acceptance a little or not, it's such tough call and can be a big risk. You see for alcohol use we put limited I think that may be part of what is preventing us from moving forward. On one hand I would be comfortable taking the chance trusting with all my heart that it would all work but then the what if comes in and I lose courage.
So for now we are focus on our life as a family of 3 and all we can do! Like reno the kitchen, do a little travel, and send DS to some great summer camps! We are also looking to the future and what we will be able to do as our little family of 3 like maybe pack everything up and sell off a bunch of things and go travel for a year or two.
Most days I feel pretty good and am pretty happy with my little family and just last night a had a conversation with another family of a only child. It was really good, their daughter is grown but it was good to see the other end and how sometimes being a one child family is for the good of the child and the parents. The child will get more of what they may need from the parents and the parents will have the ability to do things that may not have if they had more children. So I am looking at my life like that and believing that I was put on this path and it is right for me and for my family, if it is meant to change then it will do so on it's own and my stressing will not help or change it. What will be will be and I am happy to wait and see where it takes us. For now I will enjoy the ride as we go along!
