Taking the next step, finally!

Today as I write this post I am feeling better than I have in a long time, I feel hopeful. I have taken the next step to moving on, I requested an info packet the other day on becoming a Foster Parent. I plan to in the New Year contact Social Services to set up an appt for a Social Worker to come out and talk to us about Foster Care and help us to decide if this is right for our family. I am excited I feel like this is going happen for us eventually that we are going to have that chance to complete our family. I know this maybe a very long road with it's own challenges but I am very happy to be moving forward saying good bye to fertility treatments. I am not looking back anymore at what could have been I am going to start looking at what will be. It really does feel good to be moving on! I want to wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and I hope for all the best for you for the coming year!

Due Date

Today is the day I would have been welcoming our new little one instead I am sitting here in tears and my heart is aching to hold that little baby. I am trying to believe that God is here and believe that he has a plan for me, for my family and that one day we will meet that little who is meant to join our little family. I still believe that child is out there and that one day we will meet and she will complete us. I even have a bedroom set aside for her waiting for her arrival. What shall I do today, how can I do anything?