The struggles that come after.

Today has been a so so day for coping with the end of trying to conceive sometimes when a very pregnant woman passes me I feel a little something I won't say hurt but just something. Today was one of those days as one of my co-workers today who is pregnant with her first and due in August was in and today I started letting people know that I will be parting with a lot of my maternity and baby items. It's tough to see those things go but really do I want to lug all that "baggage" with me across the province to Calgary?!? Then tonight I decided it was time to see the Dr about my Sciatica which has been bothering me since the miscarriage and it turns out is related to the pregnancy as I had pregnancy induced sciatica with my Son and it turns out with this little pregnancy too and now that it is over well I guess some of the hormone that causes it is still lingering so just another little reminder for me. This leads me to my next task how do I learn to budget for emergencies like medicine that is necessary but can be expansive sometimes when the drug plan doesn't cover it. I guess I chalk it all up to another learning opportunity and continue on in this great adventure.