Yet another scope done and still no diagnosis! My frustration level is getting high and my energy is just not there. I had really hoped that this time we would get our answers but no so now what? How do I get better? DH is also very frustrated with his situation and it doesn't help. We need a break something to turn around in our lives. We need some good news, some hope, something to look forward too. I feel horrible for our poor Son as we are both sick and I try to put on a happy face for him and ignore my symptoms but sometimes I just can't.
I did finally talk to the Social Worker in Regina who handles international adoptions and he wrote to the ICAB for confirmation that the church will be accepted as a Christian Religion. Once we have that confirmation we can start to move forward with the process. I am trying to hold onto to hope that we will bring our child home one day and that the timing will be perfect for our lives. That at the end of all this frustration and illness we will find our greatest blessing. I hold onto the hope that is just a trial and will end.
I am also feeling there is a change on the horizon for me that life is changing. I am feeling the need for something more in my life. More fulfillment, more creativity and hoping that this will generate more income for my family. All I can say is life is hard right now but I know change is coming and I pray that it is for the better.
I have recently found a couple more adoption blogs that give me hope!
http://www.foreverbygrace.blogspot.com/
http://www.borninourheart.com/sophia_video.html
Both have given me hope and ideas for trying to help raise the funds for our adoption. Many blessings to you and your family.
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