Due Date

Today is the day I would have been welcoming our new little one instead I am sitting here in tears and my heart is aching to hold that little baby. I am trying to believe that God is here and believe that he has a plan for me, for my family and that one day we will meet that little who is meant to join our little family. I still believe that child is out there and that one day we will meet and she will complete us. I even have a bedroom set aside for her waiting for her arrival. What shall I do today, how can I do anything?